~Waiting Vs Avoiding~

Most of the human beings will wait for somethings that are good to happen in their life... But, when there are some problems occurred, some will choose to avoid it or not to face the reality problems that actually happened. Why this happened? One of the reason is humans are selfish creatures, we scared to face the problem that killing us, doesn't want to face the reality, and unwilling to accept the answer. Haha...typed so much, actually i'm also like that. Of course not to all problems that I faced, but to some of it. Sometimes, I knew that... I need to try to put in effort to get something that I wanted in my life. But, I will not take action to get that thing, although is a good one, yet...will just let it 'vanished' /gone.. Why?? Izit because I dont believed myself or I try to avoid the answer that I got from the question? I dont know... There's something that waiting for me to get it, is a good one!! However, I just felt like there is a high mountain in my heart for me to climb over. When the time i climb over it successfully, then it is the time i succeed to 'convince' myself to get that thing. I don't know when can I do that? I knew the problem long time ago, but just do not have the courage to face it... So, waiting for the miracle happen? hahaha..of course impossible. For the time being, i do not have any decision yet, just let the time decide it..